Delightful conceptions.

About ten minutes ago, riding in the car & listening to some tribal house music, I recognized something. Something that kinda kept me from the perfect state of happiness for around 20 years now…

I’ve had on of these sweet little moments, when your mind suddenly starts to love your life. I realized that I love the air that I breathe, the music that I hear and even the stress that fills my daily life these days… Yeah, I was happy. For a second. And when I realized it, I started to think of reasons why I shouldn’t be happy. I told myself “Why are you happy? Your exam is still not finished! And you’re also somewhat out of money after the weekend in Vienna… etc. etc.” Suddenly, I lost the bliss of that moment and felt worried. But after a second, I analyzed my way of thinking and came up with the fact that this is a mistake that I always make – as soon as I think of one little stained stone in the bright mosaic of my life, I spiritually move my happiness into an unknown future moment, where the stone’s gone and the mosaic is perfect… not realizing that this moment of perfection will – naturally – never occur, and that there’s never a better time to feel the delight of life than in every present moment, in every single delicious second that gives me just ONE tiny reason to be happy…

Stop worrying, you sucker. Who cares about stained stones… Ignorance is bliss.